Wednesday, October 08, 2008

GODDESS OF MERCY

Look at little Jonathan.... doesn't he looked a bit like our Kuan Yin? hahahahah...



Just for laughs... anyhow here is a write up in regards to the Goddess of Mercy...

Quan Yin is one of the most universally beloved of deities in the Buddhist tradition. Also known as Kuan Yin, Quan'Am (Vietnam), Kannon (Japan), and Kanin (Bali), She is the embodiment of compassionate loving kindness. As the Bodhisattva of Compassion, She hears the cries of all beings. Quan Yin enjoys a strong resonance with the Christian Mary, the Mother of Jesus, and the Tibetan goddess Tara.

In many images She is depicted carrying the pearls of illumination. Often Quan Yin is shown pouring a stream of healing water, the "Water of Life," from a small vase. With this water devotees and all living things are blessed with physical and spiritual peace. She holds a sheaf of ripe rice or a bowl of rice seed as a metaphor for fertility and sustenance. The dragon, an ancient symbol for high spirituality, wisdom, strength, and divine powers of transformation, is a common motif found in combination with the Goddess of Mercy.

Sometimes Kuan Yin is represented as a many armed figure, with each hand either containing a different cosmic symbol or expressing a specific ritual position, or mudra. This characterizes the Goddess as the source and sustenance of all things. Her cupped hands often form the Yoni Mudra, symbolizing the womb as the door for entry to this world through the universal female principle.

Quan Yin, as a true Enlightened One, or Bodhisattva, vowed to remain in the earthly realms and not enter the heavenly worlds until all other living things have completed their own enlightenment and thus become liberated from the pain-filled cycle of birth, death, and rebirth.

There are numerous legends that recount the miracles which Quan Yin performs to help those who call on Her. Like Artemis, She is a virgin Goddess who protects women, offers them a religious life as an alternative to marriage, and grants children to those who desire them.

The Goddess of Mercy is unique among the heavenly hierarchy in that She is so utterly free from pride or vengefulness that She remains reluctant to punish even those to whom a severe lesson might be appropriate. Individuals who could be sentenced to dreadful penance in other systems can attain rebirth and renewal by simply calling upon Her graces with utter and absolute sincerity. It is said that, even for one kneeling beneath the executioner's sword already raised to strike, a single heartfelt cry to Bodhisattva Quan Yin will cause the blade to fall shattered to the ground.

The many stories and anecdotes featuring this Goddess serve to convey the idea of an enlightened being who embodies the attributes of an all pervasive, all consuming, unwavering loving compassion and who is accessible to everyone. Quan Yin counsels us by Her actions to cultivate within ourselves those particular refined qualities that all beings are said to naturally possess in some vestigial form.

Contemplating the Goddess of Mercy involves little dogma or ritual. The simplicity of this gentle being and Her standards tends to lead Her devotees towards becoming more compassionate and loving themselves. A deep sense of service to all fellow beings naturally follows any devotion to the Goddess.

From such an easy and comfortable way of thinking the world slowly and inevitably becomes a better place.

BEING SICK


An alcoholic friend of mine who recently posted a header saying that he is every sick got bombasted by us ----> his friend!

JH's Post: James is under medical surveillance. Suspect dengue. If not, german missles. Or else, leukimia. Will know soon. No need prayer... not dead... 2:17pm

Dylan Lem at 2:18pm October 7
pergi rest la...kaka caucau here hehehehe ... take care n recover soon ;-P

Kah Yean at 2:23pm October 7
agree .. go be ur pig la .. raining out there .. :D

David Oh at 3:04pm October 7
being under medical surveillance does not mean u have to be a drama queen to prove ur point.... muahahah... dun be a wimp and get better!

Kah Yean at 3:08pm October 7
wow .. ah gor ah .. din know ur frens are so "caring" oh .. XD

Ho Kim Lian at 3:15pm October 7
aiyo...you drink not enough is it...anyway get well soon ya!

David Oh at 3:16pm October 7
hahahaah.... he will collect his medication at u know where la kimlian... his lala land... hahahahahah he'll be up and mighty after tonite!

Ho Kim Lian at 3:21pm October 7
lol.....hey david,i'm sure its not dengue,cause the mosquitoes will get drunk 1st once they bite him....

David Oh at 3:27pm October 7
kakakak.... i totally agree with you. And I don't think it's leukemia because he's still fat, no unintentional weight loss... kakakakakakak

Ho Kim Lian at 3:34pm October 7
lol...ur so mean david....but sorry james, i totaly agree wif david....tat leaves him wif german missles....aiyo then all dot dot mah not handsome liao lo....

David Oh at 3:58pm October 7
nah... he won't be having german measles too.. his skin is way too thick to have those dots poking out to surface... hahahahah so in summary, don't worry. Our dearest James is fine.

Winnie Ng at 4:38pm October 7
yalah damn drama queen... give you OSCAR award la.. anyway take care and get more rest..

James Hong at 1:36am October 8
LOL.. kns... ! Thank you kawan!..

Saturday, October 04, 2008

DREAM A LITTLE DREAM - I HAVE 'DIE-DED' AND CAME BACK



I just woke up from a dream and I remembered it. If you happened to read it? Don't laugh! This time, I dreamt of myself dying (car accident due to the stupid malfunctioning brakes) and GOD was so kind to give me a period of time (I can't remember how long) to come back to earth and finish my unfinished business before I leave again! But the whole situation was almost similar to the movie 'Fly Me To Polaris'. This time, my unfinished business was my grandfather and mom. My mom, for a reason, is not in talking terms with my grandfather. And my objective is to mend the rift between them.

I could remember that I am living in Penang still. However, not in the same house as my family. Maybe with Dexter I think. The moment I came back, I looked for Dexter and he started asking me if I'm back to because of a task that I had to do. I nodded YES and asked if he wanted to follow me to solve it. (But then again, I still can't figure out why I was still alone in the car when I got off the car on 2 occasions - meeting my mom, and grandad separately).

I met my mom first. I drove to her in that junk that killed me which happened to be repaired by then. I kept telling myself not to drive too fast this time around because I do not wanna get killed again. When she saw me, she was really happy. But then again I told her that she had to reunite with my grandad. Of course, I didn't reveal that it was my unfinished business and after I'm done, they have kissed and make up, I'll go. The best part is, someone tried to give me an angpow for returning home, and for a reason I told her "Burn it for me. I can't receive it!" hahahaha and she did. Then it was automatically placed on my rear sit. Mom's not ready to meet up or forgive my grandad yet. But deep in me I know she will. It is just that I need to let them meet each other.

Hence, I drove to my grandad's house, where he moved out now... staying at the same row as my tuition centre. And I saw him walking in to his house after his morning exercise and I hollered for him. He hollered at me and was very happy to meet me. The things that he was carrying fell down to the ground. I think it was newspaper and guess what? This time, I could pick the paper up and pass it back to him. And I remembered asking him,

Me: Is it that serious until you have to move out?

Grandad: Well, *@##**@#**@#**@#* (unclear, can't remember)

Me: I'm gonna head back home now and and get mom to meet you. And you both HAVE to meet up.

Grandad: Why are you here? You should not be back here! You don't belong to this place anymore. Tell your mom that I will meet her with you at the temple where we place your altar. I thing it will bring you good too.

Me: OK. Will go home now and inform her.

And I headed on driving home using the same lane that I just to drive (when I was younger) to William's house and the traffic was damn horrible. Every single car was driving on the opposite site of the road. Even the pedestrians are hideous. They can't simply walk out and cross the streets without even waiting for the cars to go first. Furthermore it was a cross junction. I still remembered my specky malay neighbour (who is my grandad's good friend) who happened to stubbornly cross the street at that time while I was driving through, screamed at me saying "Son, why are you driving this way? I'll tell your grandfather!". I remembered ignoring him and driving even more carefully and slowly as my brakes are not functioning properly still. After crossing the streets, I saw Selvi on the floor with another man/lady who is nearby. For a reason, she gave me a feeling that she had just left my house after her cleaning service. And she was holding to her non-bleeding knee. I asked myself "Since I was rushing home and our cleaner is involve in an accident, should I just stop the car and help her or should I head on home since there is already someone helping her? I still need to rush to my mom and tell her the news right? In contrary, what if GOD is testing me to see if I have stopped?" I then had this bad feeling and stopped the car as if I was blackmailed by GOD to do so. I parked the car and by the time I went to her... I FUCKING WOKE UP AND GRAPSING FOR AIR!!! I guess I was really dead huh!

I've now, woken up, scooped a small bowl of my 'tin kai' porridge, wullop the porridge while typing this and I am definitely going to sleep again. Do you think I am gonna continue with this weird dream of mine? I hope not!

Friday, October 03, 2008

A QUIET WEEK AFTERALL


I've been staying home, away from the hideous lifestyle, riding along with the long raya week - where applying my self attained work leave, is just a total bitch. In my years of work, this is the first time seeing application for leave is plain difficult. But mainly because of 1 fucking reason, my boss! I'm entitled to my leave BITCH! (If you are such a good superior, then try coming in earlier than 1130 hours daily and leave after 1630 hours to your drunkard joint for a start). Minus any further details... I have to shamefully admit that my boss and his division is pretty malfunctioned - total fucked up!

The week was totally peaceful, no calls for work (there's no call at all as there's no business - hence the sinful handover from the previous staff which has been so 'helpful'), no disturbance or stalking from 'pests', and I've solely concentrated in job seeking and being totally out of the world (except for my internet addiction for updates of course). Yeah. It's a pretty pleasant yet a boring weekend for me. I've not even stepped out of my door even for a single step. Even my cigarettes are delivered to me. How lazy could I be? Life's a bitch, yeah and I'm on holiday. So what the heck? One of the good ways to do soul searching to come out from this temporary depression from work which, I know it will be resolved soon. But then again, with the recent recession, things are getting slower. On another note, sleeping at 0600hours and waking up at 1700 hours is sure FUN! It's been years since I get to do that!

It's a Friday night today, and in 2 more days I should be reporting back to the hell house again. And I've told myself I need to go out but then again, am pretty lazy to do so. I've even turned down Kah Yik's birthday bash just to stay home. He's gonna kill me. But I dun care... am sure am gonna make up to him...

Anyhow... am gonna kill myself with boredom now whilst waiting for my friend to get home and start to drown me with his silly, yet entertaining jokes.. and of course... the food that he craves to have before he sleeps! Damn.. he sounded like a teddy bear! And Yes I need to change my blog address too... I dun really want this blog to be revealed anymore (if possible).

Adious...!

PS... Am heading to Frangi now to down myself with graveyard!!... SHHHHHH!! *Wink