Bear Awareness

This is Pengitt doing his share of being environmental friendly. Bear Awareness:

Mr Pengitt

Talking about teddy bears, I think Mr Pengitt is quite entertaining. Each time i sees this video, I'll always smile.

Under The Shadow Of Your Wings

It took me many many years to finally find this song. I still remembered how it was sung back in my uni days with Brandon. This song was sung in the care group. I find the song and tune meaningful where it kept playing in my mind all these years.

Alas, I found you!

A Call From My Boss

My boss is an alcoholic and a drunkard. There isn't one night that he is not drunk. Usually... he would be drunk by 8pm and would simply sms or call any one of us. This is the recent call that he called me for and asked me to remind him the next day. Thank god I was in front of my lappie when he called. And here goes...

"David...err...errr..Floorbright Celcom site ah...errr.. for amanah, errr....the issue with ramcel where they are giving a few free sites to make up the ROI...errr... they have got also spectacular which very confident haven sold gombak and seberang jaya....errr... please remind me tomorrow as I can't remember now...errr... okay."

Would you understand what is he trying to say? These are his exact words.

To Tell Or Not To Tell

I guess in life, there are times we should tell, but when we tell, it has to be at the right moment, place and time. Not telling for the sake of telling. Sometimes by telling, it will make the matter worst if the time is not suitable. I guess to master this, it has to come with age.

Weird Dreams

I had 3 dreams yesterday, of which, I only managed to remember 2. Therefore, let me start with the first dream.

Dream 1
I dreamt that I was heading to work in USM (I used to have the same dream before but it was in UTM) and I was with Jeffery Chan heading up hill which was kinda steep. In order to get to the faculty, I had to make a U-turn at the steepest edge of the hill and I was very surprised that the car didn't over turn. Deep in my heart, I was very afraid that it will tumble, luckily it did not. I did questioned why. But I guess it was cause of Feng Shui. I also noticed that this place is filled with ponds which are also for Feng Shui purpose and I was looking for Water Lillies (Lotus) to put in my pond. LOL.

The last time I dreamt of it, I was going back to the hostel and the parking was horrible. This time, the parking was smacked just right in front of the entrance and I was hesitating on whether should I park my car there.

Dream 2

Dream 2 is about MC Lai. It was a sweet dream but I can't remember any bits of it.

Dream 3

In dream 3, it was during Vocalholics practise. Penny was coaching us. Was singing there with Coleen, Wendy, Kat & Eason. We had a new edition into the group. It was Mariah Carey. We were practising O-Holy Night. Was fun. Eason was busy doing high pitch challenging hers. In the midst of the practise, Mariah had a call from a live TV and she was speaking in french interrupting our practises.

Therefore these are one of the weirdest dreams that I could remember for the night. I thought it would be better that I pen it down before I forget everything.

Famous Assam Laksa Seller

I had another weird dream. This time it is about Audrey Chong. She is supposed to be owning the most famous Assam Laksa shop in Penang. I do not know why but I am supposed to be dropped off in her shop. Jesie (her previous secretary) was driving a school bus fetching all of us (Opti and Navia) either to send us home or drop us off somewhere but I insisted in being dropped off at her shop, for what reason, I wouldn't know.

Her shop was super busy until she jammed up the road with customers. The traffic was practically not moving. And I do not know why I am insisting to be dropped off there. And it is not anywhere in KL but the super busy Penang (Beach Street) off Jalan 222. Weird right?

I didn't manage to conclude the dream as I suddenly awoke. Immediately I called her and she says that I have a "thing" for her. OMG!!!!!

Eugene

Gene just came over to drop by. We kinda had a good chat. Damn how could he be so rich that he can go to Hong Kong huh? I must save more money!!!

Quote Of The Day

We are meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

Dreaming of Death

I woke up today feeling bad after having a very weird dream. It all started when I had this vision during Chinese New Year reunion dinner. And my uncle wasn't present. Usually he would be back to have the reunion dinner and if he is not present too, he would probably call back to talk to everyone. But this year was extremely quiet. Nobody mentioned a word about it and even when I asked, nobody answered but quickly brush it off.

Sigh... the the second vision I had was I suddenly recollected the memories of having a car accident on a cliff with my uncle sitting next to me. The car is hanging and only minutes to fall. My uncle pushed me off the car and the next thing I know, he fell off the cliff with the car. And that's the end of his life. I regretted that I couldn't do anything about it. And I do not know whether was it real or I was just imagining. I then woke up in the midst of dreaming and awake. I so wanted to call my mom to ask her if uncle was dead.

I just don't like waking up with that sudden feeling. Having the thought of being alone scares me. That is the reason why I wanna wake up before Dexter. It would be not as scary....

Sigh! I hate it!

Melaka

Followed Dexter and Adeline back to Melaka for the weekend. They had to have their annual Cheng Beng and I just tag along to have a breakaway. Didn't do much and sleep much too. Am damn tired. LOL. During the afternoon we went to Kenny Loo's shop. (Dexter's ex Lit teacher).

We kinda spent 1 hour there chatting. It was rather a good chat as instead of being a teacher/student relationship, I think they have started to be friends. I've even offered my place for him to stay for the weekend should he come up to KL. Yes. He's having relationship problems.

Am now on Adeline's bed, blogging with my eyes half closed. Gonna let her drive later. Am dead tired. Gonna have dinner later and I have a feeling that the food is great!

Resignation

I tendered my resignation today and guess what? My 'ex-boss' came to me asking me out for a drink wanting me to talk about it. Isn't it ironic? Some people really live their life in their own world.

I guess even the blind can feel what the hell is happening to the whole organisation and why would people want to leave drastically; yet he wants to talk about it? What is there to talk about in the first place? Every part, every division, every segment, every people, every management, everything in the company has something to be talked about.

So where should I start if he wants me to really talk? HIM? hahahahahaha Nobody calls him Stupid Dumb Dumb Dumb Dumb for no reason.

Sorted

Part of my life is sorted currently. Received the offer letter and verbally resigned. Just wondering when will the company release me. Emotionally I am kinda relieved.

Feeling Blue

Woke up today feeling quite blue despite getting the offer. Am feeling alone today. I dunno why, but I just feel the distance. Sigh.... Just let it be.

I can't find my resignation letter. Not in this laptop I guess. Should be on my external hard disk. And now it's time to get another external hard disk. Too many files to clean here. Sigh.

Coffee Bean at Jaya 33

Here I am sitting alone at Coffee Bean in Jaya 33 awaiting for my second meet up to discuss about my 'future', career wise, so that I can pick up the bits and pieces which was ripped off from me ever since 2008. Never appreciated, never motivated, never trusted until the extend I asked myself, what the hell is wrong with me. But, I found that the problem is not me.

It is the whole company itself. Working in there is as if working in a cowboy town. People only treat this company as their retirement home and hopefully get to be the blue eye boy of the company by being politically corrupted. This is one clear example of what is right, turn wrong and what is wrong, turns out right. Can you believe that?

I do hope this would be a new beginning for me to start of my second phase of life. Can see that it's a good company. Looks promising especially where there's strong backing point. A good place to start planning, strategising and executing it.

Am still waiting for his arrival. I do hope we will have a fruitful out of this meet up as I really need to go. Too much time, health and energy has been wasted. I need a brand new start.

Wish me luck!