I just woke up from a dream and I remembered it. If you happened to read it? Don't laugh! This time, I dreamt of myself dying (car accident due to the stupid malfunctioning brakes) and GOD was so kind to give me a period of time (I can't remember how long) to come back to earth and finish my unfinished business before I leave again! But the whole situation was almost similar to the movie 'Fly Me To Polaris'. This time, my unfinished business was my grandfather and mom. My mom, for a reason, is not in talking terms with my grandfather. And my objective is to mend the rift between them.
I could remember that I am living in Penang still. However, not in the same house as my family. Maybe with Dexter I think. The moment I came back, I looked for Dexter and he started asking me if I'm back to because of a task that I had to do. I nodded YES and asked if he wanted to follow me to solve it. (But then again, I still can't figure out why I was still alone in the car when I got off the car on 2 occasions - meeting my mom, and grandad separately).
I met my mom first. I drove to her in that junk that killed me which happened to be repaired by then. I kept telling myself not to drive too fast this time around because I do not wanna get killed again. When she saw me, she was really happy. But then again I told her that she had to reunite with my grandad. Of course, I didn't reveal that it was my unfinished business and after I'm done, they have kissed and make up, I'll go. The best part is, someone tried to give me an angpow for returning home, and for a reason I told her "Burn it for me. I can't receive it!" hahahaha and she did. Then it was automatically placed on my rear sit. Mom's not ready to meet up or forgive my grandad yet. But deep in me I know she will. It is just that I need to let them meet each other.
Hence, I drove to my grandad's house, where he moved out now... staying at the same row as my tuition centre. And I saw him walking in to his house after his morning exercise and I hollered for him. He hollered at me and was very happy to meet me. The things that he was carrying fell down to the ground. I think it was newspaper and guess what? This time, I could pick the paper up and pass it back to him. And I remembered asking him,
Me: Is it that serious until you have to move out?
Grandad: Well, *@##**@#**@#**@#* (unclear, can't remember)
Me: I'm gonna head back home now and and get mom to meet you. And you both HAVE to meet up.
Grandad: Why are you here? You should not be back here! You don't belong to this place anymore. Tell your mom that I will meet her with you at the temple where we place your altar. I thing it will bring you good too.
Me: OK. Will go home now and inform her.
And I headed on driving home using the same lane that I just to drive (when I was younger) to William's house and the traffic was damn horrible. Every single car was driving on the opposite site of the road. Even the pedestrians are hideous. They can't simply walk out and cross the streets without even waiting for the cars to go first. Furthermore it was a cross junction. I still remembered my specky malay neighbour (who is my grandad's good friend) who happened to stubbornly cross the street at that time while I was driving through, screamed at me saying "Son, why are you driving this way? I'll tell your grandfather!". I remembered ignoring him and driving even more carefully and slowly as my brakes are not functioning properly still. After crossing the streets, I saw Selvi on the floor with another man/lady who is nearby. For a reason, she gave me a feeling that she had just left my house after her cleaning service. And she was holding to her non-bleeding knee. I asked myself "Since I was rushing home and our cleaner is involve in an accident, should I just stop the car and help her or should I head on home since there is already someone helping her? I still need to rush to my mom and tell her the news right? In contrary, what if GOD is testing me to see if I have stopped?" I then had this bad feeling and stopped the car as if I was blackmailed by GOD to do so. I parked the car and by the time I went to her... I FUCKING WOKE UP AND GRAPSING FOR AIR!!! I guess I was really dead huh!
I've now, woken up, scooped a small bowl of my 'tin kai' porridge, wullop the porridge while typing this and I am definitely going to sleep again. Do you think I am gonna continue with this weird dream of mine? I hope not!
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